It has been quite some time since i blogged. haha. hmmm...counting the days, it's only 7 days of my holidays. i nvr know time passes by so slow. Oh well... internet broke down and running very very slow and i can't load a lot of pages. so, i din even bother to check blogs and write anything.
I will be going adelaide from tmr till 13th. going on a road trip to kangaroo island where all the kangaroos will see me. lol.
hmmm.... in the first place, i m actually interested in getting this nikon d90 camera. thinking and considering the fact that it is AUD500 more expensive compared to the Nikon d5000, well i will settle with d5000. Don't think i can vomit out dat AUD500 for much better camera. lol.
well, this will be starting point and there will be better camera out there dat will follow this master next time, so, be patient. lol.
getting cough and dunno wat other illness will fall upon me. haha. oh well, i should enjoy. mayb i got it from someone. so sudden sick. just this very morning. haha.
and oh yah, i m applying for industrial training. need to complete my resume soon. gonna be a busy holiday with my new camera hoping to arrive here in melb. i better decide soon ^_^
Monday, July 6, 2009
Saturday, June 20, 2009
Exam time to day dreaming... i m taking over the world
exam is going on. for me...i m more on FB game to release stress. lol. but one down, 3 more to go. spending time in com lab to study. why i go com lab? they have just started construction at the empty land near my house. no more shortcut, and noise increase daily. lol. so, have to seek refuge in com lab. hehe. good also le. faster conenction. dunno why the connection suddenly exceeded. RAWR. oh well... happen not timely. no idea wat happened. wanna look for important things also hard.
24th is coming soon, and a VIP is coming. need to prepare for her coming. and come timely as well. can take care of me, the VVIP. LOL!! at the same time, this VIP is enjoying her holiday. no more exam n i juz only done one paper, she done 5!! hmmmmppphhh.... nvm... muz make full use of ppl without exam. >.<
atm, destressing by playing FB a lot. even my sister ask me to stop (her real intention is so dat she can beat me in dat game. lol. not sincere to stop me also) haha...
one tough paper coming up, computing. programming n so on. theory more, which is wat i dun really like as well. oh well....better than writing the code =p
but i really was amazed and happy when i do tutorial questions and past year, i began to understand wat is going on and wat i was "supposed" to be learning for 12 weeks =p
for the first paper, i did reading and finished it 2 days before my exam. and then, i did tutorial. my fren was asking me, why now only u start. quite late. i was like, are u serious. and they said, it takes me 4-5 weeks to finish up n understand the tutorial. i was like T_T and demoralized. no peace at heart and feel like knocking my head on the wall. but it's okie. although felt very restless, i managed to finish it within 1.5 days. hahahaha. so happy. i at last understand a lot of stuff that i was supposed to knw. hahahaha. it is like miracles. ^_^
dats why i hate studying in the beginning, doing something u dunno and dun und. and u dun find the relevance in studying dat.
oh... i have tot of this thingy about studying. we students study a lot and watever we study, MOST PROBABLY not applicable in ur future career. haha. well, wat is the meaning of studying dat way, taking exam and scoring high and not using it in the future. haha. when i think about it, unless i want to teach and be a lecturer, then i will continue my studies. but since i realise this, no point of me continuing. i dun wanna study. and of coz, i dun wanna waste time. i dun wanna be the person who waste ppl's time (students who will eventually understood my theory) as well. haha. so, i dun think i wanna do master or PHD. really waste of time eh. why education system is like dat? like, not really applicable. not application wise. not a good lesson. cannot apply in real life. if only there is more practical, like doing REAL stuff. haha. oh well... i can always sell tau foo fa and some other stuff =P
this degree perhaps as a backup plan for me. hahahaha. then soon, we will see Calvin's Dessert House operating all over Clayton, Glen Waverley and some say in Caufield. hahahahaha.... i will make tortoise as mascott. then my degree is really wasted. my mum said this to me when i actually suggesting to her wat i plan to do, "u crazy ar? go n waste ur time get this degree and then go into business field". i was telling her if i fail in business, at least i got this degree. haha. can go and work in engineering field again. who knows, mayb i earn enuf can own Petronas or watsoever engineering company. ^_^ then i can take over the world
starting from Calvin's Dessert House to engineering company, then make GUNDAMs and robots, then take over the world. wahahahahahahahahaha.... ^_^ such a good dream shall not be thrown into dustbin. hehe...
24th is coming soon, and a VIP is coming. need to prepare for her coming. and come timely as well. can take care of me, the VVIP. LOL!! at the same time, this VIP is enjoying her holiday. no more exam n i juz only done one paper, she done 5!! hmmmmppphhh.... nvm... muz make full use of ppl without exam. >.<
atm, destressing by playing FB a lot. even my sister ask me to stop (her real intention is so dat she can beat me in dat game. lol. not sincere to stop me also) haha...
one tough paper coming up, computing. programming n so on. theory more, which is wat i dun really like as well. oh well....better than writing the code =p
but i really was amazed and happy when i do tutorial questions and past year, i began to understand wat is going on and wat i was "supposed" to be learning for 12 weeks =p
for the first paper, i did reading and finished it 2 days before my exam. and then, i did tutorial. my fren was asking me, why now only u start. quite late. i was like, are u serious. and they said, it takes me 4-5 weeks to finish up n understand the tutorial. i was like T_T and demoralized. no peace at heart and feel like knocking my head on the wall. but it's okie. although felt very restless, i managed to finish it within 1.5 days. hahahaha. so happy. i at last understand a lot of stuff that i was supposed to knw. hahahaha. it is like miracles. ^_^
dats why i hate studying in the beginning, doing something u dunno and dun und. and u dun find the relevance in studying dat.
oh... i have tot of this thingy about studying. we students study a lot and watever we study, MOST PROBABLY not applicable in ur future career. haha. well, wat is the meaning of studying dat way, taking exam and scoring high and not using it in the future. haha. when i think about it, unless i want to teach and be a lecturer, then i will continue my studies. but since i realise this, no point of me continuing. i dun wanna study. and of coz, i dun wanna waste time. i dun wanna be the person who waste ppl's time (students who will eventually understood my theory) as well. haha. so, i dun think i wanna do master or PHD. really waste of time eh. why education system is like dat? like, not really applicable. not application wise. not a good lesson. cannot apply in real life. if only there is more practical, like doing REAL stuff. haha. oh well... i can always sell tau foo fa and some other stuff =P
this degree perhaps as a backup plan for me. hahahaha. then soon, we will see Calvin's Dessert House operating all over Clayton, Glen Waverley and some say in Caufield. hahahahaha.... i will make tortoise as mascott. then my degree is really wasted. my mum said this to me when i actually suggesting to her wat i plan to do, "u crazy ar? go n waste ur time get this degree and then go into business field". i was telling her if i fail in business, at least i got this degree. haha. can go and work in engineering field again. who knows, mayb i earn enuf can own Petronas or watsoever engineering company. ^_^ then i can take over the world
starting from Calvin's Dessert House to engineering company, then make GUNDAMs and robots, then take over the world. wahahahahahahahahaha.... ^_^ such a good dream shall not be thrown into dustbin. hehe...
Thursday, May 21, 2009
Tough Choice
I have to make a very tough choice, a choice that many might not even take or consider. It really up to me now. It is tough making that decision, because it will change my lifestyle from now on, giving up on things that don't build myself up or rather giving up on things that is worthless now. Prioritizing on the things i need to do.
this is rather hard. asking myself to give up something i desire so much to do, but i knw, i need to make that choice and be firm and stand still. A lot of time has been wasted, i dun want to waste time anymore. better to make full use of it. better to focus on the right thing. It is hard but i will give it a try. It is painful sometimes when u feel dat nobody understands u. one of my friend say this to me, "you are just like a clam, hard outside, but inside soft". but i tell her, i don't want clam. i don't like eating those kinda thing. haha. i tell her, i would prefer being a lobster, rare, unique and expensive. a lobster that sometimes suffocate himself with that two "pliers" thingy on his hand.
at this point of time, i will just give it a try. well, i wanna deny myself from my selfish desire and put it into better use of my time. Rather enjoy doing what is good rather than enjoy wasting time. haha. okie. time to be more efficient. And i m trying my best now. I might be stuborn, but let's not demoralized me now =p but continue to remind me of what is my main focus n purpose. and we shall see how it goes from now on, k? thanks darling for reminding me of what i need to do. although it is painful to realise this, but i know, i eventually need to think n decide for balance and greater good.
I know many are struggling as well at this point of time. And i believe it is not easy time as well. just want to encourage you all not to surrender and give up. let's work together to achieve our goal ^__^
this is rather hard. asking myself to give up something i desire so much to do, but i knw, i need to make that choice and be firm and stand still. A lot of time has been wasted, i dun want to waste time anymore. better to make full use of it. better to focus on the right thing. It is hard but i will give it a try. It is painful sometimes when u feel dat nobody understands u. one of my friend say this to me, "you are just like a clam, hard outside, but inside soft". but i tell her, i don't want clam. i don't like eating those kinda thing. haha. i tell her, i would prefer being a lobster, rare, unique and expensive. a lobster that sometimes suffocate himself with that two "pliers" thingy on his hand.
at this point of time, i will just give it a try. well, i wanna deny myself from my selfish desire and put it into better use of my time. Rather enjoy doing what is good rather than enjoy wasting time. haha. okie. time to be more efficient. And i m trying my best now. I might be stuborn, but let's not demoralized me now =p but continue to remind me of what is my main focus n purpose. and we shall see how it goes from now on, k? thanks darling for reminding me of what i need to do. although it is painful to realise this, but i know, i eventually need to think n decide for balance and greater good.
I know many are struggling as well at this point of time. And i believe it is not easy time as well. just want to encourage you all not to surrender and give up. let's work together to achieve our goal ^__^
Ahhhhh...don't do it... don't kill yourself!!
Hmmmm.. rather an interesting way of committing suicide. guys and gals, don't let potato to break your heart. This is what happen to someone who actually fought with potato for breaking her heart. she got upset n cut herself. evidence are as below:
The blood flows non stop. we tried putting pressure, no use. tried using salt water, no use as well (old traditional method i use to stop bleeding every time i pull off my teeth using string --> traditional method as well =p ). use ice - well...a better choice. at least the blood slows down. and for the victim, you better go n check with doctor why your platelet forms so slow. it is quite abnormal to flow overnight. haha.
and for small kids out there, don't follow this silly girl's action. very unwise and funny. haha...
The blood flows non stop. we tried putting pressure, no use. tried using salt water, no use as well (old traditional method i use to stop bleeding every time i pull off my teeth using string --> traditional method as well =p ). use ice - well...a better choice. at least the blood slows down. and for the victim, you better go n check with doctor why your platelet forms so slow. it is quite abnormal to flow overnight. haha.and for small kids out there, don't follow this silly girl's action. very unwise and funny. haha...
Ridiculously a lot!!!
This is rather interesting. Me n my household went to Victoria and Janine's place for dinner (27/4/2009). Bah Kut Teh wor. haha. when i enter, i notice this funny thing. each of them have a very big fridge. i wonder how one person can use all. at first i thought their house is a storeroom for their owner who do fridge business. as if their house is a showroom. haha. don't believe me? it's rather amusing to me to see such thing. haha
This is so funny. haha... fridges for sale... pm me if you need one. ahahaha
This is so funny. haha... fridges for sale... pm me if you need one. ahahaha
Most Beautiful.....
How beautiful it is to see relationship blossom and grow. We have witness many relationship, been taken for granted, broken and destroyed due to certain reason. Whatever it is, it is always important to cherish the thing you have, the people around you, the things around you becoz things might not last long. Every person in your life, no matter what they have done, it is always good to cherish them. Perhaps one day you will realise that you should have talk to that person and get to know him or her mor, but it's too late. Now is the time to make changes.
We always say, love is blind, love is painful. but i think, as i see these pictures, i see great and tremendous joy in these ppl's lives. Relationship is not all about self-seeking desire. The world might tell you that you should expect something from a relationship, but i think relationship is defined dat way is so shallow and so ugly. have you ever thought that what people normally say might be wrong? Relationship is not to achieve our own selfish need, our own aim and goal, but relationship is more than that.
Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails.
Relationship is making one more effective. 1+1 >= 3 . In a sense, relationship is always building up, and not destroying. We need to aim for that. continue to sow seed and continue to encourage one another. working together, as frens, as special fren, or watsoever. it has beautiful memories implanted in ur mind. these memories serve as part of who you are, part of the tiny little things that somehow shape you into who you are today. don't you think so? your life, your whole life is related to relationship. God, family, friends, neighbours, colleague and so on.
In a relationship, there is always ups and downs, disappointment, hurt and suffering. but i think there is even a greater need for us to forgive and let go and not letting our past hurts and disappointment to dictate what we do and how we think now. we need to be refreshed, grow stronger, and able to stand up once again - transformed into a better person. Start to forgive others, letting go of your past to receive new blessings in life.
Relationship is indeed a blissful thing that we should cherish and taking every opportunity to sow into ppl's lives.
I went to a wedding recently, a month ago. And looking at the people around me, i notice a lot of things and began to think of what is relationship is all about. Indeed, it is so beautiful no matter how it turn out. If it turn out bad, it's okie. Look ahead, the future and present is what matter most. When you look back into your past, you will know everything happen for a reason. and the reason perhaps have been revealed to you, or perhaps haven't. have hope and continue to persevere. Don't give up on the most beautiful thing on Earth
We always say, love is blind, love is painful. but i think, as i see these pictures, i see great and tremendous joy in these ppl's lives. Relationship is not all about self-seeking desire. The world might tell you that you should expect something from a relationship, but i think relationship is defined dat way is so shallow and so ugly. have you ever thought that what people normally say might be wrong? Relationship is not to achieve our own selfish need, our own aim and goal, but relationship is more than that.
Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails.
Relationship is making one more effective. 1+1 >= 3 . In a sense, relationship is always building up, and not destroying. We need to aim for that. continue to sow seed and continue to encourage one another. working together, as frens, as special fren, or watsoever. it has beautiful memories implanted in ur mind. these memories serve as part of who you are, part of the tiny little things that somehow shape you into who you are today. don't you think so? your life, your whole life is related to relationship. God, family, friends, neighbours, colleague and so on.
In a relationship, there is always ups and downs, disappointment, hurt and suffering. but i think there is even a greater need for us to forgive and let go and not letting our past hurts and disappointment to dictate what we do and how we think now. we need to be refreshed, grow stronger, and able to stand up once again - transformed into a better person. Start to forgive others, letting go of your past to receive new blessings in life.
Relationship is indeed a blissful thing that we should cherish and taking every opportunity to sow into ppl's lives.
I went to a wedding recently, a month ago. And looking at the people around me, i notice a lot of things and began to think of what is relationship is all about. Indeed, it is so beautiful no matter how it turn out. If it turn out bad, it's okie. Look ahead, the future and present is what matter most. When you look back into your past, you will know everything happen for a reason. and the reason perhaps have been revealed to you, or perhaps haven't. have hope and continue to persevere. Don't give up on the most beautiful thing on Earth
Sunday, April 19, 2009
Wisdom
I have seen so many things. but at times, i dun realise that i m repeating wat others did even though i knw it is wrong. sometimes, i felt that i need to be strong and firm in what i do.
heart is most the time deceitful. when desire and temptation arise, it becomes dangerous. i need to always remain in check with what i do, and remain calm, not be distracted by emotion, and not follow the heart 100%, but remain focus one one thing that i believe and hold strongly in.
look at bigger picture and not too focus on ur problems. let not ur problems stop u but u need to be aware of the things that needed to be done. so long u are conscious of the things around u, u can plan ahead and be prepared for the storm. even if u aren't prepared, always have the element of trust, hope and faith that everything will turn out well. hope and faith can leads to joy and peace at heart.
I have finally found back my path that i long for n i plan to walk it and stick to it. i dun wanna let stress and problems take control, neither do i want my heart emotion to take control. flow with the spirit. dats more like it. haha. it doesn;t matter how big the responsibility is, but i juz wanna do the best, remain focus. >.<
i have many challenges ahead. I shall remain strong no matter wat it takes.
heart is most the time deceitful. when desire and temptation arise, it becomes dangerous. i need to always remain in check with what i do, and remain calm, not be distracted by emotion, and not follow the heart 100%, but remain focus one one thing that i believe and hold strongly in.
look at bigger picture and not too focus on ur problems. let not ur problems stop u but u need to be aware of the things that needed to be done. so long u are conscious of the things around u, u can plan ahead and be prepared for the storm. even if u aren't prepared, always have the element of trust, hope and faith that everything will turn out well. hope and faith can leads to joy and peace at heart.
I have finally found back my path that i long for n i plan to walk it and stick to it. i dun wanna let stress and problems take control, neither do i want my heart emotion to take control. flow with the spirit. dats more like it. haha. it doesn;t matter how big the responsibility is, but i juz wanna do the best, remain focus. >.<
i have many challenges ahead. I shall remain strong no matter wat it takes.
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