ahhhh... i can sense ur presence now...hahaha.... it is so near... sydney. hmmmm... monday..probably on monday and i shall wait for u... =p
on a side note...this week was so so so so so so happening for me. so many things but yet so fun. haha. i nvr felt everything so smooth like this week before. the test wasn't dat bad. managed to get full mark and complete within 20 min. praise God. i dunno why i can do that so fast anyway. haha. perhaps this is something that i like or rather that i find dun need memorizing. just logic sense and proficiency in that. heh heh. Perhaps excitement is what i need.
Then on tuesday, my one of the most fearful day. becoz of one lab, this lab called sensor and artificial perception thingy...the aim of the lab is to achieve to aim. haha. basically u were given some components, no circuit diagram...so basically it is like given Lego but not the method to make something. so, u were supposed to use ur creativity and knowledge to build a circuit urself and get the result needed. this lab is for 2 weeks. and amazingly, we gotten our result within 1 hour. haha. it was pretty easy. not much struggle apart from understanding wat to do in the first place. getting started always hard becoz u dunno wat to do. u look around n see wat ppl do then only u do. anyway...i found out dat the ppl in malaysia doing same subject got their circuit from the tutor. and they can complete within 1 WEEK!!! wow...dats unfair. nvm. we will get the circuit design from them from now on. hahahahaha....
thursday tutorial is also one of the toughest one. this contol and modelling thingy. seems easy but dunno how to start. but it all end up good this week. hehe.. now, time to strive for next week. and this weekend GONNA BE SO SO SO SO INTERESTING!!!
Thursday, August 27, 2009
Wednesday, August 26, 2009
SB-800
Woot woot... my flash is coming. excited to try it out. can't wait. it's on the way. now, it is in Egypt. hahahaha. according to the FEDex tracking thingy, it in MEMPHIS. hahaha. i tot it is EGYPT. and i was curious. MEMPHIS, TN. wat is TN? then i go and search google map then i knw, it is still in US. hahahaha.. funny indeed. oh well.... expected delivery at 31 August. faster come.. hehe
ABCDE
Hmmm..... i have been wondering after awhile. i dun seem to be the same person like before. i used to be very hardworking and used to be able to study very hard. but now i have been slacking a lot. i think it was during SAM. haha. i still rmb how i actually gave up studying thinking dat no point becoz so many good students. haha. i guess this have to change. and i think there is a lot more that i need to change. my mindset
i have this fear in me...fear to hurt others. fear to hurt ppl's feeling. fear to make ppl sad or disappointed. and at times when i actually did dat or rather i feel dat i did dat, i really blame myself and i really put a lot of pressure upon myself. it is like bearing everything upon my very own shoulder and keep everything to myself. not letting others no fearing that i will hurt them i return for letting them know, as ppl will tend to care and concern. I have this mindset that it is better to bear everything in myself rather than letting others know. then, i won't risk hurting them and in return, blaming myself for it. no matter how hard it is, i tried to bear everything. and i think this mindset of keeping everything to myself actually influence my decision in all circumstances and situations.
in a sense, i tend to put on a mask and everything seem fine. and in the end, even i lied to myself. the truth is even hidden from my sight. and i don't realise it till i actually throw every thing aside and start to meditate and think about it. here is wat i learnt from combined CT meeting just ystdy
A - activation of event. When something happen....
B - believe. when something happen, we tend to create a mindset or start to assume things
C - Consequential emotions. then, watever that we feel will be affected by wat we believe
D - Dispute lies. we need to remove the lies or rather the things that is not right from our mind
E - effect. what is the effect of the removing of the virus?
i think this is a very good lesson indeed. and i think i was reminded by the fact that i need to start renewing my mind and myself. Let's start over again from a piece of white A4 paper.
many times watever that we do, most the time is because of wat is in our mind. sometimes we have concluded in our mind that this person cannot be helped, therefore we dun even bother to help the person. it can be as simple as when i was a kid, i hated mushroom and that mindset continues until i grew older. from that time onwards, i refuse to take mushroom until one day i was forced to eat it, and then i impression changes. it is not dat bad after all. n i think there is a lot of us are being ctrlled by our past too much, either the lies or the false mindset. there is a need to start anew.
^.^
i have this fear in me...fear to hurt others. fear to hurt ppl's feeling. fear to make ppl sad or disappointed. and at times when i actually did dat or rather i feel dat i did dat, i really blame myself and i really put a lot of pressure upon myself. it is like bearing everything upon my very own shoulder and keep everything to myself. not letting others no fearing that i will hurt them i return for letting them know, as ppl will tend to care and concern. I have this mindset that it is better to bear everything in myself rather than letting others know. then, i won't risk hurting them and in return, blaming myself for it. no matter how hard it is, i tried to bear everything. and i think this mindset of keeping everything to myself actually influence my decision in all circumstances and situations.
in a sense, i tend to put on a mask and everything seem fine. and in the end, even i lied to myself. the truth is even hidden from my sight. and i don't realise it till i actually throw every thing aside and start to meditate and think about it. here is wat i learnt from combined CT meeting just ystdy
A - activation of event. When something happen....
B - believe. when something happen, we tend to create a mindset or start to assume things
C - Consequential emotions. then, watever that we feel will be affected by wat we believe
D - Dispute lies. we need to remove the lies or rather the things that is not right from our mind
E - effect. what is the effect of the removing of the virus?
i think this is a very good lesson indeed. and i think i was reminded by the fact that i need to start renewing my mind and myself. Let's start over again from a piece of white A4 paper.
many times watever that we do, most the time is because of wat is in our mind. sometimes we have concluded in our mind that this person cannot be helped, therefore we dun even bother to help the person. it can be as simple as when i was a kid, i hated mushroom and that mindset continues until i grew older. from that time onwards, i refuse to take mushroom until one day i was forced to eat it, and then i impression changes. it is not dat bad after all. n i think there is a lot of us are being ctrlled by our past too much, either the lies or the false mindset. there is a need to start anew.
^.^
Thursday, August 6, 2009
Hmmm...wat is next??
Been experimenting on my camera for quite some time. so happy. hehe. thinking of getting something next. a new lens? or flash? haha. no idea. but i tried putting in my mum's old flash and wow...i can use it. canon flash on nikon camera. but of coz, dat flash is super old lo. haha. very very old. but i like the sound of it when it is charging up. hahaha. but slow le. thinking of something interesting next. hehe..
at the mean time, MCF and pasta night is over. phew...a tiring week indeed. i nvr made so so so so so much tau foo fa before in my whole life. i think first day we use about 4 kg of soya bean, and the second day is 3 kg. haha. we earn quite a lot but yeah...very hard to sell. wat to do..it is winter and my tau foo fa need to remain cold. haha. but got a lot of ppl that like my tau foo fa. the last day is the best. the soften and the smoothest i would say. haha. we also sell onde onde, cambodian dessert and soya bean milk.
pasta night...a lot of ppl turn up. beyond my expectation. haha. interesting day indeed.
hmmmm..i should post some pics here. here i present, pasta night and MCF!!!
Preparation the night before Pasta Night
a lot a lot of pasta....
look at the amount of ppl
Oh my...hugging one another??
looks like we have a promoter
at the mean time, MCF and pasta night is over. phew...a tiring week indeed. i nvr made so so so so so much tau foo fa before in my whole life. i think first day we use about 4 kg of soya bean, and the second day is 3 kg. haha. we earn quite a lot but yeah...very hard to sell. wat to do..it is winter and my tau foo fa need to remain cold. haha. but got a lot of ppl that like my tau foo fa. the last day is the best. the soften and the smoothest i would say. haha. we also sell onde onde, cambodian dessert and soya bean milk.
pasta night...a lot of ppl turn up. beyond my expectation. haha. interesting day indeed.
hmmmm..i should post some pics here. here i present, pasta night and MCF!!!
Preparation the night before Pasta Night
a lot a lot of pasta....
look at the amount of ppl
Oh my...hugging one another??
looks like we have a promoterMCF!!!!
80 Tau foo fa here
Our counter
Our Tau foo fa the best
80 Tau foo fa here
Our counter
Our Tau foo fa the bestWednesday, July 22, 2009
It has ended
It has ended... after almost 3 years. Things have changed. I still rmb how it began, how it prolong, how it lasted. I still rmb the things that were done, things that happened in between. they all remain as memories. memories of the past, but hope for the future. There is no nid to explain, coz it is pointless. there is not a need to understand everything, because it has come to this point whereby things are hard to perceive. we probably can never und the whole thing. but my wish is that there will be a better future, a hope that never dim. I wish for a greater blessing upon you. i know probably this doesn't mean anything, but this is wat i wish for. there is a reason for everything, and i have yet to find out. i always believe that. and i will continue seek for an answer.
Tuesday, July 21, 2009
Nikon D5000
Woot woot... gotten my new D5000. so happy with it. hehe. can play and take a lot of pics with it. hehe. it cost me AUD1100 with bag, 18-55mm lens, UV filter, polaroid filter, extra battery. yay!! this is so cool. but i want d90. oh well...play with this first. then slowly slowly build up. my bro suddenly wanted a DSLR as well. so interesting. i asked him and he said that he seen his fren took pics very nice. haha. from now on, the virus will slowly spread. hahaha... slowly learning bit by bit how to use this camera. i chuck the manual aside and just experiment with it. haha. this is so interesting. mayb i should put some pics here as samples. hehe
Monday, July 6, 2009
Updates updates
It has been quite some time since i blogged. haha. hmmm...counting the days, it's only 7 days of my holidays. i nvr know time passes by so slow. Oh well... internet broke down and running very very slow and i can't load a lot of pages. so, i din even bother to check blogs and write anything.
I will be going adelaide from tmr till 13th. going on a road trip to kangaroo island where all the kangaroos will see me. lol.
hmmm.... in the first place, i m actually interested in getting this nikon d90 camera. thinking and considering the fact that it is AUD500 more expensive compared to the Nikon d5000, well i will settle with d5000. Don't think i can vomit out dat AUD500 for much better camera. lol.
well, this will be starting point and there will be better camera out there dat will follow this master next time, so, be patient. lol.
getting cough and dunno wat other illness will fall upon me. haha. oh well, i should enjoy. mayb i got it from someone. so sudden sick. just this very morning. haha.
and oh yah, i m applying for industrial training. need to complete my resume soon. gonna be a busy holiday with my new camera hoping to arrive here in melb. i better decide soon ^_^
I will be going adelaide from tmr till 13th. going on a road trip to kangaroo island where all the kangaroos will see me. lol.
hmmm.... in the first place, i m actually interested in getting this nikon d90 camera. thinking and considering the fact that it is AUD500 more expensive compared to the Nikon d5000, well i will settle with d5000. Don't think i can vomit out dat AUD500 for much better camera. lol.
well, this will be starting point and there will be better camera out there dat will follow this master next time, so, be patient. lol.
getting cough and dunno wat other illness will fall upon me. haha. oh well, i should enjoy. mayb i got it from someone. so sudden sick. just this very morning. haha.
and oh yah, i m applying for industrial training. need to complete my resume soon. gonna be a busy holiday with my new camera hoping to arrive here in melb. i better decide soon ^_^
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