It has ended

It has ended... after almost 3 years. Things have changed. I still rmb how it began, how it prolong, how it lasted. I still rmb the things that were done, things that happened in between. they all remain as memories. memories of the past, but hope for the future. There is no nid to explain, coz it is pointless. there is not a need to understand everything, because it has come to this point whereby things are hard to perceive. we probably can never und the whole thing. but my wish is that there will be a better future, a hope that never dim. I wish for a greater blessing upon you. i know probably this doesn't mean anything, but this is wat i wish for. there is a reason for everything, and i have yet to find out. i always believe that. and i will continue seek for an answer.

Nikon D5000

Woot woot... gotten my new D5000. so happy with it. hehe. can play and take a lot of pics with it. hehe. it cost me AUD1100 with bag, 18-55mm lens, UV filter, polaroid filter, extra battery. yay!! this is so cool. but i want d90. oh well...play with this first. then slowly slowly build up. my bro suddenly wanted a DSLR as well. so interesting. i asked him and he said that he seen his fren took pics very nice. haha. from now on, the virus will slowly spread. hahaha... slowly learning bit by bit how to use this camera. i chuck the manual aside and just experiment with it. haha. this is so interesting. mayb i should put some pics here as samples. hehe

Updates updates

It has been quite some time since i blogged. haha. hmmm...counting the days, it's only 7 days of my holidays. i nvr know time passes by so slow. Oh well... internet broke down and running very very slow and i can't load a lot of pages. so, i din even bother to check blogs and write anything.

I will be going adelaide from tmr till 13th. going on a road trip to kangaroo island where all the kangaroos will see me. lol.

hmmm.... in the first place, i m actually interested in getting this nikon d90 camera. thinking and considering the fact that it is AUD500 more expensive compared to the Nikon d5000, well i will settle with d5000. Don't think i can vomit out dat AUD500 for much better camera. lol.

well, this will be starting point and there will be better camera out there dat will follow this master next time, so, be patient. lol.

getting cough and dunno wat other illness will fall upon me. haha. oh well, i should enjoy. mayb i got it from someone. so sudden sick. just this very morning. haha.

and oh yah, i m applying for industrial training. need to complete my resume soon. gonna be a busy holiday with my new camera hoping to arrive here in melb. i better decide soon ^_^

Exam time to day dreaming... i m taking over the world

exam is going on. for me...i m more on FB game to release stress. lol. but one down, 3 more to go. spending time in com lab to study. why i go com lab? they have just started construction at the empty land near my house. no more shortcut, and noise increase daily. lol. so, have to seek refuge in com lab. hehe. good also le. faster conenction. dunno why the connection suddenly exceeded. RAWR. oh well... happen not timely. no idea wat happened. wanna look for important things also hard.

24th is coming soon, and a VIP is coming. need to prepare for her coming. and come timely as well. can take care of me, the VVIP. LOL!! at the same time, this VIP is enjoying her holiday. no more exam n i juz only done one paper, she done 5!! hmmmmppphhh.... nvm... muz make full use of ppl without exam. >.<

atm, destressing by playing FB a lot. even my sister ask me to stop (her real intention is so dat she can beat me in dat game. lol. not sincere to stop me also) haha...

one tough paper coming up, computing. programming n so on. theory more, which is wat i dun really like as well. oh well....better than writing the code =p

but i really was amazed and happy when i do tutorial questions and past year, i began to understand wat is going on and wat i was "supposed" to be learning for 12 weeks =p

for the first paper, i did reading and finished it 2 days before my exam. and then, i did tutorial. my fren was asking me, why now only u start. quite late. i was like, are u serious. and they said, it takes me 4-5 weeks to finish up n understand the tutorial. i was like T_T and demoralized. no peace at heart and feel like knocking my head on the wall. but it's okie. although felt very restless, i managed to finish it within 1.5 days. hahahaha. so happy. i at last understand a lot of stuff that i was supposed to knw. hahahaha. it is like miracles. ^_^
dats why i hate studying in the beginning, doing something u dunno and dun und. and u dun find the relevance in studying dat.

oh... i have tot of this thingy about studying. we students study a lot and watever we study, MOST PROBABLY not applicable in ur future career. haha. well, wat is the meaning of studying dat way, taking exam and scoring high and not using it in the future. haha. when i think about it, unless i want to teach and be a lecturer, then i will continue my studies. but since i realise this, no point of me continuing. i dun wanna study. and of coz, i dun wanna waste time. i dun wanna be the person who waste ppl's time (students who will eventually understood my theory) as well. haha. so, i dun think i wanna do master or PHD. really waste of time eh. why education system is like dat? like, not really applicable. not application wise. not a good lesson. cannot apply in real life. if only there is more practical, like doing REAL stuff. haha. oh well... i can always sell tau foo fa and some other stuff =P

this degree perhaps as a backup plan for me. hahahaha. then soon, we will see Calvin's Dessert House operating all over Clayton, Glen Waverley and some say in Caufield. hahahahaha.... i will make tortoise as mascott. then my degree is really wasted. my mum said this to me when i actually suggesting to her wat i plan to do, "u crazy ar? go n waste ur time get this degree and then go into business field". i was telling her if i fail in business, at least i got this degree. haha. can go and work in engineering field again. who knows, mayb i earn enuf can own Petronas or watsoever engineering company. ^_^ then i can take over the world

starting from Calvin's Dessert House to engineering company, then make GUNDAMs and robots, then take over the world. wahahahahahahahahaha.... ^_^ such a good dream shall not be thrown into dustbin. hehe...

Tough Choice

I have to make a very tough choice, a choice that many might not even take or consider. It really up to me now. It is tough making that decision, because it will change my lifestyle from now on, giving up on things that don't build myself up or rather giving up on things that is worthless now. Prioritizing on the things i need to do.

this is rather hard. asking myself to give up something i desire so much to do, but i knw, i need to make that choice and be firm and stand still. A lot of time has been wasted, i dun want to waste time anymore. better to make full use of it. better to focus on the right thing. It is hard but i will give it a try. It is painful sometimes when u feel dat nobody understands u. one of my friend say this to me, "you are just like a clam, hard outside, but inside soft". but i tell her, i don't want clam. i don't like eating those kinda thing. haha. i tell her, i would prefer being a lobster, rare, unique and expensive. a lobster that sometimes suffocate himself with that two "pliers" thingy on his hand.

at this point of time, i will just give it a try. well, i wanna deny myself from my selfish desire and put it into better use of my time. Rather enjoy doing what is good rather than enjoy wasting time. haha. okie. time to be more efficient. And i m trying my best now. I might be stuborn, but let's not demoralized me now =p but continue to remind me of what is my main focus n purpose. and we shall see how it goes from now on, k? thanks darling for reminding me of what i need to do. although it is painful to realise this, but i know, i eventually need to think n decide for balance and greater good.

I know many are struggling as well at this point of time. And i believe it is not easy time as well. just want to encourage you all not to surrender and give up. let's work together to achieve our goal ^__^

Ahhhhh...don't do it... don't kill yourself!!

Hmmmm.. rather an interesting way of committing suicide. guys and gals, don't let potato to break your heart. This is what happen to someone who actually fought with potato for breaking her heart. she got upset n cut herself. evidence are as below:

The blood flows non stop. we tried putting pressure, no use. tried using salt water, no use as well (old traditional method i use to stop bleeding every time i pull off my teeth using string --> traditional method as well =p ). use ice - well...a better choice. at least the blood slows down. and for the victim, you better go n check with doctor why your platelet forms so slow. it is quite abnormal to flow overnight. haha.

and for small kids out there, don't follow this silly girl's action. very unwise and funny. haha...

Ridiculously a lot!!!

This is rather interesting. Me n my household went to Victoria and Janine's place for dinner (27/4/2009). Bah Kut Teh wor. haha. when i enter, i notice this funny thing. each of them have a very big fridge. i wonder how one person can use all. at first i thought their house is a storeroom for their owner who do fridge business. as if their house is a showroom. haha. don't believe me? it's rather amusing to me to see such thing. haha

This is so funny. haha... fridges for sale... pm me if you need one. ahahaha