I have to make a very tough choice, a choice that many might not even take or consider. It really up to me now. It is tough making that decision, because it will change my lifestyle from now on, giving up on things that don't build myself up or rather giving up on things that is worthless now. Prioritizing on the things i need to do.
this is rather hard. asking myself to give up something i desire so much to do, but i knw, i need to make that choice and be firm and stand still. A lot of time has been wasted, i dun want to waste time anymore. better to make full use of it. better to focus on the right thing. It is hard but i will give it a try. It is painful sometimes when u feel dat nobody understands u. one of my friend say this to me, "you are just like a clam, hard outside, but inside soft". but i tell her, i don't want clam. i don't like eating those kinda thing. haha. i tell her, i would prefer being a lobster, rare, unique and expensive. a lobster that sometimes suffocate himself with that two "pliers" thingy on his hand.
at this point of time, i will just give it a try. well, i wanna deny myself from my selfish desire and put it into better use of my time. Rather enjoy doing what is good rather than enjoy wasting time. haha. okie. time to be more efficient. And i m trying my best now. I might be stuborn, but let's not demoralized me now =p but continue to remind me of what is my main focus n purpose. and we shall see how it goes from now on, k? thanks darling for reminding me of what i need to do. although it is painful to realise this, but i know, i eventually need to think n decide for balance and greater good.
I know many are struggling as well at this point of time. And i believe it is not easy time as well. just want to encourage you all not to surrender and give up. let's work together to achieve our goal ^__^
Thursday, May 21, 2009
Ahhhhh...don't do it... don't kill yourself!!
Hmmmm.. rather an interesting way of committing suicide. guys and gals, don't let potato to break your heart. This is what happen to someone who actually fought with potato for breaking her heart. she got upset n cut herself. evidence are as below:
The blood flows non stop. we tried putting pressure, no use. tried using salt water, no use as well (old traditional method i use to stop bleeding every time i pull off my teeth using string --> traditional method as well =p ). use ice - well...a better choice. at least the blood slows down. and for the victim, you better go n check with doctor why your platelet forms so slow. it is quite abnormal to flow overnight. haha.
and for small kids out there, don't follow this silly girl's action. very unwise and funny. haha...
The blood flows non stop. we tried putting pressure, no use. tried using salt water, no use as well (old traditional method i use to stop bleeding every time i pull off my teeth using string --> traditional method as well =p ). use ice - well...a better choice. at least the blood slows down. and for the victim, you better go n check with doctor why your platelet forms so slow. it is quite abnormal to flow overnight. haha.and for small kids out there, don't follow this silly girl's action. very unwise and funny. haha...
Ridiculously a lot!!!
This is rather interesting. Me n my household went to Victoria and Janine's place for dinner (27/4/2009). Bah Kut Teh wor. haha. when i enter, i notice this funny thing. each of them have a very big fridge. i wonder how one person can use all. at first i thought their house is a storeroom for their owner who do fridge business. as if their house is a showroom. haha. don't believe me? it's rather amusing to me to see such thing. haha
This is so funny. haha... fridges for sale... pm me if you need one. ahahaha
This is so funny. haha... fridges for sale... pm me if you need one. ahahaha
Most Beautiful.....
How beautiful it is to see relationship blossom and grow. We have witness many relationship, been taken for granted, broken and destroyed due to certain reason. Whatever it is, it is always important to cherish the thing you have, the people around you, the things around you becoz things might not last long. Every person in your life, no matter what they have done, it is always good to cherish them. Perhaps one day you will realise that you should have talk to that person and get to know him or her mor, but it's too late. Now is the time to make changes.
We always say, love is blind, love is painful. but i think, as i see these pictures, i see great and tremendous joy in these ppl's lives. Relationship is not all about self-seeking desire. The world might tell you that you should expect something from a relationship, but i think relationship is defined dat way is so shallow and so ugly. have you ever thought that what people normally say might be wrong? Relationship is not to achieve our own selfish need, our own aim and goal, but relationship is more than that.
Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails.
Relationship is making one more effective. 1+1 >= 3 . In a sense, relationship is always building up, and not destroying. We need to aim for that. continue to sow seed and continue to encourage one another. working together, as frens, as special fren, or watsoever. it has beautiful memories implanted in ur mind. these memories serve as part of who you are, part of the tiny little things that somehow shape you into who you are today. don't you think so? your life, your whole life is related to relationship. God, family, friends, neighbours, colleague and so on.
In a relationship, there is always ups and downs, disappointment, hurt and suffering. but i think there is even a greater need for us to forgive and let go and not letting our past hurts and disappointment to dictate what we do and how we think now. we need to be refreshed, grow stronger, and able to stand up once again - transformed into a better person. Start to forgive others, letting go of your past to receive new blessings in life.
Relationship is indeed a blissful thing that we should cherish and taking every opportunity to sow into ppl's lives.
I went to a wedding recently, a month ago. And looking at the people around me, i notice a lot of things and began to think of what is relationship is all about. Indeed, it is so beautiful no matter how it turn out. If it turn out bad, it's okie. Look ahead, the future and present is what matter most. When you look back into your past, you will know everything happen for a reason. and the reason perhaps have been revealed to you, or perhaps haven't. have hope and continue to persevere. Don't give up on the most beautiful thing on Earth
We always say, love is blind, love is painful. but i think, as i see these pictures, i see great and tremendous joy in these ppl's lives. Relationship is not all about self-seeking desire. The world might tell you that you should expect something from a relationship, but i think relationship is defined dat way is so shallow and so ugly. have you ever thought that what people normally say might be wrong? Relationship is not to achieve our own selfish need, our own aim and goal, but relationship is more than that.
Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails.
Relationship is making one more effective. 1+1 >= 3 . In a sense, relationship is always building up, and not destroying. We need to aim for that. continue to sow seed and continue to encourage one another. working together, as frens, as special fren, or watsoever. it has beautiful memories implanted in ur mind. these memories serve as part of who you are, part of the tiny little things that somehow shape you into who you are today. don't you think so? your life, your whole life is related to relationship. God, family, friends, neighbours, colleague and so on.
In a relationship, there is always ups and downs, disappointment, hurt and suffering. but i think there is even a greater need for us to forgive and let go and not letting our past hurts and disappointment to dictate what we do and how we think now. we need to be refreshed, grow stronger, and able to stand up once again - transformed into a better person. Start to forgive others, letting go of your past to receive new blessings in life.
Relationship is indeed a blissful thing that we should cherish and taking every opportunity to sow into ppl's lives.
I went to a wedding recently, a month ago. And looking at the people around me, i notice a lot of things and began to think of what is relationship is all about. Indeed, it is so beautiful no matter how it turn out. If it turn out bad, it's okie. Look ahead, the future and present is what matter most. When you look back into your past, you will know everything happen for a reason. and the reason perhaps have been revealed to you, or perhaps haven't. have hope and continue to persevere. Don't give up on the most beautiful thing on Earth
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